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I am going to TokyO tomorrow -malfunctions-

Very excited but also nervous!


"She was filled with regret before she died. She felt like she’d failed us as a mother tremendously.""Did she say something to you about it?""She never said anything, so I don’t have any tangible proof that she had regrets. But she had a very bad substance abuse problem. And I know she always wanted to be a good mother. So I separate my mom from her disease. I always imagine that my mom and an alcoholic were living in the same body. And I know that my mom loved us. And that she hated the alcoholic."

What a tiny bunny!

things i must do tomorrow:

go get hair cut
deposit check at bank
go get eyebrows done (i suppose) at mall
buy cheap white t-shirts and a pair of sneakers at said mall
call the passport people to check progress
hang out with sam i think and be back home in time to cook veggie burgers with my mom
spend time with doge
daniel??? nap???

i have been a disaster all week, not being able to sleep or keep up with things, & i’m starting to get sick. i am also on my 8th or so hour of being on adderall and i wish i was not. 

things to look forward to: no more working for me! being up in the morning to go do things. package arriving tomorrow with some cool accessories i ordered awhile ago.

Silly late night sick selfie